And as we sleep
And as we drift towards the infinite sleep
Where we meet those of the shadows and darkness
Until we push past them to the light
To start again without the memories of it
And what was before
And so the infinite cycle continues
Except it won’t
Because that darkness grows
And the light dims
The light inside us dims
We slowly fade out
To join the infinite dark
And to whisper the shadows to others
Till there are none left
The darkness reached out
Leeched out
Trying to infect others
With something that they already have
The darkness that infects us all
Those who blame others are the ones who suffer the most of it
The darkness slowly leech of to those just arrived and full of light
All are slowly tainted past their colours and at the end all there is, is black
Except that those who fight it find the light in their final days to drift into peace
To fall to the sands
Meaningless in the deserts of time
Time that does not exist properly
It ripples and folds and curves and splits
Where our feeble race believes it it a straight line forever
To take a split a side trail an adventure is to slow yourself from that which is inevitable
Leading back to the all consuming darkness
It hungers eternally
Not knowing what to eat so it wishes to eat all
And at its centre something that also wants to find the light
But that never will
Because we pile it with our waste and pretend it can’t come back for revenge
To take us all to the darkness without a way back
Then only it will have the light
And all will be lost
Insanity is the gaping maw to the darkness
Insanity is the face that makes others drag people into the dark
It is the one that faces our dreams, our nightmares
Aren’t dreams glorified nightmares
Aren’t they us fighting the fear and pain we experience in the nightmares we fear
And yet we have none of the strength awake
The light finds us as we sleep
Telling us to fight
But the dark is too far
Telling us to forget
The dark is the one who makes the nightmares
And it is the dark that wins and loses as we wake up we beat the nightmare
But we wake to a real one
Of insanity
And death
And guilt and greed
And those who don’t have those are the ones who are left to fight against the darkness alone
And who see the darkness
It’s true form
For darkness is us
And it is not
We are the bad and the good
And yet we still can’t fight the whispers
Or the dark
Because it is all around
All lights go out
And the dark always comes back
The worlds and universes started in dark
That is how they will end
It is why the deepest fathoms have the most beautiful scenes illuminated
And there are those that are never illuminated and we will never know what their beauty was or will be.
Sebastian.
Sebastion - what a rollercoaster stream of consciousness you've written here. Well done!
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